NEVER MIND

I Fail. Again? Yes, I fail again [and again, and again]

Start all over again. I hate to declare this, since oftentimes it relates to the things that have not been successfully done. It means I FAIL.

How many times have I failed? Fail to commit to my self, fail to be good and nice all day long, fail to fulfill my prayer times, fail to control my anger, fail to be more compassion to others, fail to humble my self, fail to be consistent, fail to keep a healthy life style in diet, fail to forgive somebody, even fail to keep a promise to myself.

The hardest thing to face the failure is dealing with the guilty feeling. The time when I have to learn to forgive my self and move on. The time when I have to accept my self the way I am. The time to let my self start a new beginning again. Yes, every beginning is difficult. The worse part is when I fail to believe in my self, fail to believe in success and even fail to believe that GOD can 'change' my failure to be a victory. I never realize that when I lost my faith, it was an ignorant of GOD's mercy and HIS amazing grace.

GOD remind me softly that HE is an individual of perfection. HE is perfect, but none of us. It said that to err is very human and failure is a part of it, but HE assured me that HIS abundant love will guide me through the way I have to go through all failure, through every wall that I have to climb, every tunnel I have to go through, to reach my dreams. HE said even through the roadway in the wilderness HE will lead me. HE will [not only] open the way but HE make a way for me.

GOD wants me to know that even in every failure HE is in charge. HE is there to remind me to stand still and put my hope only in HIS mercy and love. GOD has power to do what HE has promised. I always have HOPE and HIS strength to move on, to stand up every time I fall.

So, never mind fail, they are the beauty of life, these failures. What would life be without them? It would not be worth having if it were not for struggles. Never mind the struggles, the mistakes. I never heard a cow tell a lie, but it is only a cow—never a man. So never mind these failures, these little backsliding, hold the ideal a thousand times, and if you fail a thousand times, make the attempt once more. [it was quoted by one of my good friend, AJ]

{Jeremiah 29:11"For I know the plans I have for you", declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"}